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Monday, December 20, 2010

The Finishing line

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ITs finally over I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR 5 YEARS the effort of all times has finally come to an end .

Another year has passed and past challenges and competitions have been done
and I can finally rest with guilt and Say "I think I did Okay" ...
I cant believe im saying that SPM is Officially over .....

THE REST

Its been exactly 10 months of work labor and sweat beneath my face .
well that period is over for now ...
i am not going to look at further challenges of anything that has to do with
studying my arse off for a moment .
Imma take as much time to enjoy my freedom and not work on anything
Shall my every part and parcel pieces of my body be rested .
and I shall get up again when the time is up ..
till Then .. im not gonna blog about this year YET cause
for those going tomorrow . pack your bags and get ready for we are about to embark the most enjoyable time of our lives ..=)

Above all this i just wanna thank Jesus Christ for leading me through every part of this journey and I am truly thankful for his unending love and forgiveness for me .
and my family who has gave a full support all the ways i have been and my friends in school who stand by me every single moment of our school live will be cherished and loved in our hearts !
till then .... I shall Go ..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




Sunday, November 21, 2010

frails of diversity ..

Yeap Its what we all have been waiting for ..

Live has been pretty much a straight road now ..
ive got nothing else to worry except for Spm .

I have Been thinking of what im gonna do when im done with this test .
and i dont think i have a choice ..

noticing my friends heading to collages next year only makes me feel (why cant i do what i wanna do ? )
but of course i did said that sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do and not what you wanna do .

But i came to think THAT to do what you love at the same time youre doing what youre suppose to .. Its gonna be Awesome ...

Anyway !

Chances , choices and mistakes

Life is all about choices ..chances that you miss and also mistakes ..
i learned that to make your self satisfied .
you gotta go againts your doubts .
that nor your gut feelings or your emotions can make you not do the things you wanna do ..
that only just your plain decisions shall determine one's action ..
We learn fRom everythinG ! XD


SO anyways ...see ya GTG peace out ~

Bh

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Because it Is ...

Read between the Lines .

I never realize how cool This shoes are till today ..
they are So Gorgeous ..=D





and I was thinking to get one after my War ...

Because its Just the way it is

Its crazy come to think of it I have been studying for so many years
and most of the time I am not serious with what i am doing and finally this year .
i got some things sorted out and I start to wonder that in life its not about what you wanna do but some times you gotta do what you have to do ..
funny why i did not realize that earlier .
Why ?
maybe because i was lazy ?
or maybe i just don't wanna be like any other people ...
oh well

its too late to look back now ...

Enjoy the little things , for one day you may look back and realize they were big things
(Robert Brault )



Monday, October 25, 2010

listen .

You builds up the walls of Magic because your real life's a tragic - hayley williams

Im just really ... not to say tired or giving up
I just hope that one day ... you'll understand ..

there come to a time where things aren't just the way you want them to be .
the saying goes when everything finally turns up to be perfectly normal .
something will just appear as a tragic .

where the only one you could rely on is ...... God .

I feel like the worst person ever existed ...
Im sorry .



Alot has been happening i mean graduation .
Its one thing that im gonna remember for the rest of my life .
really thankfull of how i got this far and im not gonna stop working hard ,
Its just the start .....

bh-

Sunday, October 17, 2010

come set me free ..

I've got my back against the wall
But I can still hear the blue sky call
The chains that hold me back inside
Are the prisons of my mind, yeah

Free, come set me free, down on my knees
I still believe you can save me from me
Come set me free, come set me free
Inside this shell there's a prison cell
Inside this shell there's a prison cell

I try to live the light of day
Why would I do what I hate?
But when try to reach above
I only I hurt the ones I love, yeah


this weeks lesson in church has really open my eyes That
i should start living the life that God has been wanting me to
i really think its time to live life the fullest but also inclined with the word of God ...

That the word of god says that man shall not live by bread alone but by every words which comes from the word of God ..

not just saying but youll see ..
action speaks louder than words ....Ill have to keep reminding myself
that im never alone !

Oh Lord let me be sensitive towards you ..

I still have a WAr to fight ..
And im Not giving up now .... Not now .




Sunday, October 10, 2010

Its near and I can feel it coming


just cant wait for another day to pass .....
boonhoe-

Monday, September 27, 2010

Ill see you after trials ..



SPM TRIALS (will be back with more updates when im done )

boonhoe-

Monday, September 20, 2010

crawl till we can walk again





sometimes it feels like a punch right at your face ..


These two weeks had seriously thought me so much ..
really like the feeling of gaining rather much knowledge and losing it all in 2 weeks .

i really felt ashamed and knowing that you would have to start from scratch .
and but anyway .. quote

when you fall , keep calm and carry on -unknown

( it really seems that suddenly everything changes )

i wish i could really turn back time and not repeat the mistakes ive done.
sometimes i really feel like walking away from my mistakes that sometimes .
i cant run anymore .thats when God comes in and safe our souls .
no matter how many times you sin against him , how many times you screw up stuff ,
how many things that you think that you shouldn"t do but you still do ?
God still LOves all of you including you reading this and me =)



till then =)

JUYI

just wanna wish her a HAPPY 18 birthday to ya sista !!!
seriously one of the person that brightens up every body's day ,
and shes one of those people who actually supports you when youre down or youre in hype
plus a person who eats like freaking ALOT LOL ,!! its such a blessing to h
ave a friend like that !
seriously sporting and laughs like hell ..
okay think ive said enough ! happy birthday again
boonhoe -



Monday, September 13, 2010

move forward ....

HEading out to Seremban on tuesday .. and will be back on wednesday
For my cousins wedding .
and time is moving really really fast i shall say .
that someday were all gonna get married .

ya know its cool to know that God has already set a plan for us.
I mean like even before we came out to the earth he has set everything for us .
He knows our future ,what we gonna do in life , how many times weve cried ,
how many souls well save, and everything out thoughts our reactions ,
He loves us so much till he literally knows everything about us ....

I feel that racism is one of the things that we should not
really take it seriously . cause after all were all just " humans "

and should we really care about skin color ??
sometimes i wonder .. why did skin color even existed ..
i mean why cant we all have the same color ?? XP

maybe cause of our encestors ?
or our late family that causes us our skin color ...
im not racist but its kinda the fact ..



-Bh


Friday, September 10, 2010

DESA wAter PARk ..

Went along with john,mark,celine,juyi,steven,shermaine,angelina and my family .. it was
not to say REALLY GOOD ! but the company was awesome . Its the plp you go with
WHICH is awesome ...

ANYWAY ... Id say the place is pretty boring But its only 20 bucks so yea ..
we went for the same slide like 10 times ? haha and This water park has the longest slide in asia ?
can you believe that ! seriously . it wasnt that bad .
ILL say i had fun ! =)

- boonhoe

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Feelings for willings

Im sure some of my seniors been through this ...

The pier pressure of the SPM .
heck some has been hospitalized and some has gone into depression ...
and totally stressed ..

And guess what I Feel the same way too =.= like my brother said its normal .
cause if your'e not feeling this way means something is wrong .
thats why i gotta type this shit out otherwise ill go nuts .
and sometimes ill at least try to call "her"

anyway .life has been . good ! =)

I mean to look at it at a certain perspective ..
i can totally see that things are starting to get really awesome .
just the fact that Im missing prom =(

but i have my reasons ...
and i cant tell cause i know ill offend lots of plp ..
anyway .
Theres even better ...



wohhowww A FAMOSA PEEPS and were going along with say 21 Over PLP !
thats sick izzint it ....??? XD
THEN THEN THEN
its CHRISTMAS and on the 27

WIll be heading to


yes again FOR my church camp !
I have so much of fun planed out from awesomest people !
and I praise the lord that im really blessed with the resources GoD gives us ..

and All i have to do now is .....


yes WORK MY FRIGGIN ASS OFF ..
I GOTTA CONVINCE MYSELF .

Owh well till then .... =)

bOonHoe -

Friday, September 3, 2010

STEP UP 3D

OWH ... MY gooDneess ! wohhow

IT IS ZE BEST DANCE MOVIE EVER !
It is EPIC seriously except for the fact that the few lame scenes ! but OVER all ILL GIVE 9/10DANCE movie !

I TELL You the dance moves and the choreograph was FANTASTIC you gotta watch it for yourself and makes sure its 3D otherwise dont watch it ! XD
and THE SONg The club cant handle me right now By florida is freaking stuck in my head ! fantastic work on this show ~!

Boon -

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

cause iTs a Once in A lifetime experience !



It has come ...
the moment that we all have been waiting for ...























well , I wouldnt miss this For the world if i were you .. It is gonna be EPIC . Well I guess ill see you there XD


BoonhO3 -

Sunday, August 29, 2010

ADD


TIRING ?

i kinda find it hard to just like at least sometimes just chillax at home and do my own thing
its like i hardly do devotion already ... =(

But I will Strife hard the end is almost near i could feel it .


I keep reminding my self that i wont Stop believing


ya know my heart is feeling whether I should go to NS or Not .

I know i dont have a choice but i can always say my leg is injured .

cause you know i really pray for me not to get NS because before this There was plenty of things that i wanna do ...LIKE for EXAMPLE ....

If I dont go NS

rockin with my band mates .
recording ,
getting a les paul ,
being cool ,
laze around,
travel ,
get closer to God ,
making money,
and more more more ...


If I go NS ...

Ill miss my family
ill miss everybody ,ill miss my dearly beloved guitar ,
and ill kinda waste time ??

Buuttt ....

Ill make new friends ?
it would be super fun (i heard)
gain awesome experience my both borthers didnt had ,
will be tough .
will learn how to use m16
be independant ?
and learn how to deal with basic combat skills .
WOOhhooww .... i dont know la ...
maybe Its Gods plan for me to Go ns ..
and ill be really thankfull . and who knows something good comes with it .


Well wow I had lived so long and guess what ?
i had never felt so good ever before ...
and life is so much better .... and you guys should totally try it ...
till then ....

Sunday, August 22, 2010

A Thankful Moment


BUDDY

PART 2

PART 1
PREZIEs
Gibbys
Well i wish i could pause a moment to thank everybody ... i did but i dont think its enough .....

you people are the most ..... ( see i cant even describe it )
awesomeoutrageousbrilliantstupendousand OWH my BEAVER you guys are THE BEST
the people who are there for you when you need them .
for happy for who your are ...
and boy am i lucky to have you guys !
To all section 5 friends , metro Tab , Family members , facebook friends (which im not apart of now), bloggers , whoever you are if you have wished me you have my thanks ! =D
I just wanna thank all you GUYS! for all the wishes you made and everything you guys did
i truly thank you guys ! this years birthday will be A memory i will hold on for the rest of my life .

PaRt 1
where it all started .......

I was at home doing my normal routine ...
It was thursday night and I waited till 12.00am for the text messages to come in ..
It happened while i was playing COD 6 and was feeling contented with what i have at Home ..
Later did i know Jeremy and Steven came to my place I was kinda paranoid ...
Like cause know you guys including me does pranks on birthdays .
I went down stairs and was really careful and guess what i thought th
ey were neutral but
I totally saw the bottle down stairs And yea I got splashed by the 2 jokers
SO
We caught up with john at The mamak and
we talked till 2.00am ?
we went home and I DROVE
well ya i lost my virginity for driving XD
we (steven and I ) took a long drive round and round i was thrilled to feel like youre totally in control
went home Got Hit by flour

PaRt 2

The next day we had school .
Till i was informed i had to bring pe clothes for so called football
That time onwards i felt somethings gonna happen for sure .
Time , 8.00 am i headed to school feeling owned .
The hyped was on when i walked out of the seminar hall and
right outside i was told that my parents were waiting
The feeling of curiosity kept me nuts It was driving me crazy .
Till i reached the playground i was ushered with jwalita ravin and suneeta .
I reached the playground and saw even more people .
I was touched by that moment
I was told to cut a piece wood representing a cake my my beloved brother LOL he was the master plan for all this for sure
I did the minute i cut, i could feel the Sprite and whatever they did falling on me and then i was wet and sticky
I was overwhelmed by the presence of so many people who actually turned up ..
NAMES : ravin ,savin michelle ,suneeta ,suganya,subashini,priya,Keeaun,Jwalita,wahyeelyn,sherlina,yvonne,(if i missed out any one pls remind me =D)
It was crazy i said if this is how you guys show your love to me then keep em coming
i cant never thank enough .... =D thanks guys

PaRt 3

was thankful cause john brought me around from guitar stores to bentley to menuetto music ..
and MAC D XD
was awesome and night was a sleepover at my friends house which he cooked The most delicious ever HOME COOKED FOOD that ANYONE could FREAKING EAT !!! okay im serious ! its The best ! =)
at night we the most crazy stuff that anyone could do ! XD crazy PLP But FUN! XD i never thought ! sssshhhh ...LOL

was dead tired by that time and till

ANd finally I got shot By a BB gun on sunday ! XD

it hurts like A *(^&%* LOL ya and finally had a decent dinner with my family at night ! XD
and so ya thats my birthday ! It was nuts !

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Open your eyes like I Open mine ...

dear "you"
The closer I get to you ,the more hardworking ill be . "you" just wait and watch because my brain capacity is bigger than the questions youre gonna ask , my confidence will shine forth till the questions are afraid .But i know im not alone there is a God beside me reminding me the things i learn for the last few years of my life . The 'you" has stopped me from everything im doin now ..
Im so occupied with you . I will not be defeated by you . And when im done with you theres nothing thats gonna stop me from having all the fun in the world . and you will be forgotten and till my victorious feeling comes , ill realize that youre just another paper .
and well finally be free (well at least temporary)

your examiner
Boonhoe -




Sunday, August 8, 2010

dance hall drug.....



post 1

She just turned 16
Stuck in the moment
Dead at the scene
And it's on tonight
This is the life that you wanted, right?
So turn off all the lightsDressed up just like a movie star
At all the parties they'll know who you are
Wouldn't it be great, to be fashionably late?
So why don't you wait, till you're sedated

Don't it feel like something's not right in his kiss tonight?
Yeah what I'm saying is do you, do you want to lose it all?
Cause this is more than just a dance hall drug
You can't wait to fall in love
All I'm saying is do you, do you want to learn to fly?
Then you should pack it up and say goodbyeCause when the push comes to the shove
It's just a dance hall drug

Step in and you can lock the door
The candles are lit and the clothes on the floor
You could take a chance on finding romanceNow you're holding hands
But he's got other plans
Tick-tock, the clock is turning red
The room won't stop spinning and thoughts in your head
And it's too lateYou feel like you're making a big mistake
You should've waited

Don't it feel like something's not right in his kiss tonight?

feeling great ... And i have been thinking thats kids these days are growing up to fast .. and
boyslikegirls has shown me that LOL yea girls and boys getting premature sex , kids smoking pods ... u know i used to live in the generation of board games such as monopoli ,chess , etc etc
and life was pretty great .. and now look at the kids these days PSP , I pod , I phone hexk i didnt get a phone till i was 15 or 14 and they have it when they are what 11 ?? 9?? i dont know and theres nothing we can do about these days ....
and its like every time i try ti talk to kids .. they are always talking about games ,, how to kill that guy . how to be violent ... I can see how the devil is using these games and books and whatever there is to control the kids ... sadly im affected too but I just wanted to post this so that everyone is aware of these kids now adays ...I hope theres something to do about it ...
but all i can do is Pray....

post 2


what if i tell you theres no show better than this ...

seriously.....
this is one of my favorite shows....
plus my favorite actors leonardo de caprico and Ellen Page
So yea no regrets watching this show ...


post 3

vi IU day ??

it was a blast i tell you ...
and the fact that its for charity I love it but the worst part is ...
i lost my headphones !!!!! aarrrgggghhh !! my mood totally went down after that ..
but then again i need a break la from music i have been listening almost 24 hrs ...
and yea time to read a book BOONHOE !XD
and the iU day was awesome i tell ya ... met alot of plp
hot girls ... and hot guys ... im not BY ..
but i kinda felt out of place ?
cause my dressing was like ... EEWWW ,and everybody was splendid
so yea i was just being myself ,
the dance was great , the music was good , and OWH
I started throwing a coloured light stick ... just one and then the whole place started throwing it ...
i was kinda bangaa la macam i influenced everyone ....XD

so yea this is alittle fun after my third exam well now as you guys know no facebook i could like focus more on studies ..
and JESUS ! =)
till then ROCK on good people and TC

booNhoe -




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