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TIRING ?

i kinda find it hard to just like at least sometimes just chillax at home and do my own thing

its like i hardly do devotion already ... =(

But I will Strife hard the end is almost near i could feel it .

I keep reminding my self that i wont Stop believing

ya know my heart is feeling whether I should go to NS or Not .

I know i dont have a choice but i can always say my leg is injured .

cause you know i really pray for me not to get NS because before this There was plenty of things that i wanna do ...LIKE for EXAMPLE ....

If I dont go NS

rockin with my band mates .

recording ,

getting a les paul ,

being cool ,

laze around,

travel ,

get closer to God ,

making money,

and more more more ...

If I go NS ...

Ill miss my family

ill miss everybody ,ill miss my dearly beloved guitar ,

and ill kinda waste time ??

Buuttt ....

Ill make new friends ?

it would be super fun (i heard)

gain awesome experience my both borthers didnt had ,

will be tough .

will learn how to use m16

be independant ?

and learn how to deal with basic combat skills .

WOOhhooww .... i dont know la ...

maybe Its Gods plan for me to Go ns ..

and ill be really thankfull . and who knows something good comes with it .

Well wow I had lived so long and guess what ?

i had never felt so good ever before ...

and life is so much better .... and you guys should totally try it ...

till then ....