Between The Lines Of Fear and Blame

SUDDEN THOUGHT

Hey people How Are You all people ??
Im Stuck here at home , bored Wanting to work but Lazy to find ....I think its too late ...
hoping For inspiration strike ... but eventually cant ...
Got the goals ... Cant Reach In to grab it ... everyday Feels Lonely At home
I wish the days of how It used to be where i wake up early with my family members are all around where no empty Spaces Are Found , How I wish Adam and eve did not sin then We
shall have what we wanted , yet be thankful Of what we have, Staring at the Media Screen
Seeing the world From morning till I reach the the next daylight
Who is it to be Blame ? how can we run from it ? ... is It really that boring for a teenage life to stuck here During the Holidays .. There were so many dreams and thoughts for the HOliday Months But Now When it happens all suddenly each thoughts began to disappear from What i used to think Of ........
Missing friends Who i used to see everyday .,...
thinkin that next year would be the last year ,,,, and how We all would be growing up so Fast ???
and when im Home No ones there but when theres My parents im not ... I guess the Only way to take away The feeling is To keep On keep myself occupied and ....
OH how God is so awesome to be there whenever i needed him to be .....


Its funny How When we Believe In ourselves more than our God ...
Just when trouble comes then we seem To be reaching In to God ...

*BoonHoe * -----