Second and hours and so many days ...

ITS BEEN A WHILE

Its been a journey of laughter , cry , experience , pain , sleepless nights, and More ..

and i never thought i could go through it for only when HE was with me i could go through this..

our last week together =)

Now .. its the part of what am i gonna do with the money ..

since work has started , I thought that everything in the world suddenly became possible .

of course not everything but the things that you ever wanted in your entire high school dreams

are actually possible to chase after .

MAGAZINES , POSTERS ,ADDS..

These are the things that causes people to increase the wanting to loose their money .think about it , the sony erricson add you pass by everyday encourages you to get it , the Vans shop you pass everyday to work , the guitars on the shelfs tempting you and stuff like that .

Its how the media has controlled the world .. saying that whoever uses this or uses that Are cool and those who arent using it ARe so not cool .

companies like these are earning billions and they are constantly aiming on the young and vibrant teens of today . where also a simple credit card can cause a person to fall into debts .come to think of it , our world is full of temptations that we have to be aware of.....

the little blue bird

i do not think that twitter is such a waste of time .

cause its really fun to tell people what you are doing now .. and to express your feelings in

such instance ..

tooddles..

CHILIFIED

Walla .. =) as you all know im now working in chilis .

thank God for the opportunity to experience working life =) anyway ..

the first time i stepped in to chilis in KLCC..

my way of doing things has drastically change in the way that I learn things faster and

more effective..in a restaurant,theres no room for mistakes and slowing down where you are

about to serve customers who dine at our restaurant every 2 minutes .

I feel that a new experience and a new chapter of my life has begun =)

well not really but i believe God has put me through these things to bring me up so that

i can serve him well ..

sadly I wont be going to church tomorrow ;(

nevertheless i will try my best to put sundays as my off days..

MISSING

AS all the seniors of my school experience this..

i have to say school was the hype of ones teenager =)

i mean put aside the part where waking up early everyday , wearing a uniform that no one likes ,and sitting for hours in the hall , and owh cutting your hair frequently . I say that the friends whom you mix with are really really really important . and Im starting to miss them :(

well live has to move on I remember the time where we didnt care what anybody would say about us playing water , getting all drenched for nothing , throwing newspapers into houses because no one would buy them . smacking a whole line of guys asses in the corridor , getting scolded by teachers XP (its fun) and im really sad all that have to end but AS the saying goes ..all good things come to an end well im really glad that happened in my life but i gotta move on =)

WAITED n WASTED

never thought this could happen so quickly .

wish I could turn back time .

regretted .

never thought you could move on so quickly .

I always thought that we were meant for each other .

never thought i could feel contagious when youre around .

wish i never had hurt you .

BUT

shes got a boyfriend now ..

(martin johnson )

AND

i think i waited long enough

And im moving on .

The Finishing line

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ITs finally over I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR 5 YEARS the effort of all times has finally come to an end .

Another year has passed and past challenges and competitions have been done

and I can finally rest with guilt and Say "I think I did Okay" ...

I cant believe im saying that SPM is Officially over .....

THE REST

Its been exactly 10 months of work labor and sweat beneath my face .

well that period is over for now ...

i am not going to look at further challenges of anything that has to do with

studying my arse off for a moment .

Imma take as much time to enjoy my freedom and not work on anything

Shall my every part and parcel pieces of my body be rested .

and I shall get up again when the time is up ..

till Then .. im not gonna blog about this year YET cause

for those going tomorrow . pack your bags and get ready for we are about to embark the most enjoyable time of our lives ..=)

Above all this i just wanna thank Jesus Christ for leading me through every part of this journey and I am truly thankful for his unending love and forgiveness for me .

and my family who has gave a full support all the ways i have been and my friends in school who stand by me every single moment of our school live will be cherished and loved in our hearts !

till then .... I shall Go ..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

frails of diversity ..

Yeap Its what we all have been waiting for ..

Live has been pretty much a straight road now ..

ive got nothing else to worry except for Spm .

I have Been thinking of what im gonna do when im done with this test .

and i dont think i have a choice ..

noticing my friends heading to collages next year only makes me feel (why cant i do what i wanna do ? )

but of course i did said that sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do and not what you wanna do .

But i came to think THAT to do what you love at the same time youre doing what youre suppose to .. Its gonna be Awesome ...

Anyway !

Chances , choices and mistakes

Life is all about choices ..chances that you miss and also mistakes ..

i learned that to make your self satisfied .

you gotta go againts your doubts .

that nor your gut feelings or your emotions can make you not do the things you wanna do ..

that only just your plain decisions shall determine one's action ..

We learn fRom everythinG ! XD

SO anyways ...see ya GTG peace out ~

Bh

Because it Is ...

Read between the Lines .

I never realize how cool This shoes are till today ..

they are So Gorgeous ..=D

and I was thinking to get one after my War ...

Because its Just the way it is

Its crazy come to think of it I have been studying for so many years

and most of the time I am not serious with what i am doing and finally this year .

i got some things sorted out and I start to wonder that in life its not about what you wanna do but some times you gotta do what you have to do ..

funny why i did not realize that earlier .

Why ?

maybe because i was lazy ?

or maybe i just don't wanna be like any other people ...

oh well

its too late to look back now ...

Enjoy the little things , for one day you may look back and realize they were big things

(Robert Brault )

listen .

You builds up the walls of Magic because your real life's a tragic - hayley williams

Im just really ... not to say tired or giving up

I just hope that one day ... you'll understand ..

there come to a time where things aren't just the way you want them to be .

the saying goes when everything finally turns up to be perfectly normal .

something will just appear as a tragic .

where the only one you could rely on is ...... God .

I feel like the worst person ever existed ...

Im sorry .

Alot has been happening i mean graduation .

Its one thing that im gonna remember for the rest of my life .

really thankfull of how i got this far and im not gonna stop working hard ,

Its just the start .....

bh-

come set me free ..

I've got my back against the wall
But I can still hear the blue sky call
The chains that hold me back inside
Are the prisons of my mind, yeah

Free, come set me free, down on my knees
I still believe you can save me from me
Come set me free, come set me free
Inside this shell there's a prison cell
Inside this shell there's a prison cell

I try to live the light of day
Why would I do what I hate?
But when try to reach above
I only I hurt the ones I love, yeah

this weeks lesson in church has really open my eyes That

i should start living the life that God has been wanting me to

i really think its time to live life the fullest but also inclined with the word of God ...

That the word of god says that man shall not live by bread alone but by every words which comes from the word of God ..

not just saying but youll see ..

action speaks louder than words ....Ill have to keep reminding myself

that im never alone !

Oh Lord let me be sensitive towards you ..

I still have a WAr to fight ..

And im Not giving up now .... Not now .