Broken Man ....

CHELO ! everyone ! its me boonhoe from the vicissitudes...

AND heres a new POST PLP !

been busy these few days and weeks ...

drama ive got a song to present with jwalita ..next monday and im freaking out !

and the consumerism drama was funny but we always encounter hickups ....

but again its where we make mistakes in school !

=) so its all good its all good ...

MTV world stage ?

i dont think ill be attending this year and so was last year i missed the best part BLG , AAR,hobast<>

and Studies and all has been taking away all my time nevertheless i have 123 days to SPM babeh ! and then im really looking forward to make music with my band !

and NS ? ive got chosen sadly yeah although i got six months ! till form six i really wanna make full use of it to build my body . but most of them says that its all about relaxing ...

and i miss my gigs , my practices , my jamming sessions , although i hardly get to touch my babe .. (guitar) and I will put my heart and soul into it do whatever it takes to get those colors ...

and ill put everything else to GOd ...

till then hold on only 4 more months ....God speed after that Ill have plenty of plans lined up for me ... help jeremy with events , gigs , recording , nex gen camp , groupie camp , genting with school besties , hang outs and MORE MORE MORE .. for now .. ill work till theres nothing left to bleed ....

ADIOS

chasing the stars

BOON HOE ........

Which to bury us or the hatchet ?

well Im back From feeling crappy and regretful LIFE'S gotta move on ! ..

hahaha ! well

recently read this Book called the lovely bones . and

its really touching and the fact that One can't accept that life on earth is fragile ..

and I CRIED ! XD

so yea i hardly cry during novels like this .

So My life huh ?

Its been pretty interesting ..

and IVE GOT army training for three months ! next year ..

SO called (ARMY training ) = eat sleep have fun !

theres no reason for me not to go maybe a knee injury but Im still Goin looking forward to it !!

. At first im like aaww man tours , plans , and more pranks . But wait ive got 6months babeehh XD till form six starts ! so yea .... Im pretty stoked .OOOWW

AND all NEX GEn

Captain ball This sunday !!!! haha and its gonna be awesome So pls be there and let me and my age group to KICK your arse XD nah kidding i suck in captain ball ! ...

and nex gen needs to be more like us ya know fun and crazy but not for the wrong thing

but passionate For God so I make myself a promise to rise up .. a little too late right ??

so yea Its decipleship BRO ! ...

and Im getting my grip on guitar again .. feels Good to be back !

IGnorance is YOur NEw BEst FRIEND ...

I dont know is it just me Or im feeling really emo these Few Days ...

Ive been feeling really bad .

and Im loosing my ground ..

and the feeling of no words to say get into my head .

I just dont know who to talk to anymore .

maybe im trying to hard ,

I just dont know myself anymore ....

Im coming back to you Lord ..I need you now theres no one else i could run too ...

sometimes i wonder why are we trying so hard to do our best . for our lives in earth is only

temporary . and someday we will have our last breathe on earth , who knows where were going next .

i wake up every morning ill stare at my hands for a moment . and say , im still alive . sometimes i cant even control my body till it hurts so much ..

the pressure is killing me ....the vast amount of information is killing me and practicing it hurts ,

we all try to put a mask on but I seem to realize theres no point hiding anymore . SIGH

boonhoe ~

Suddent thoughts....

Daisy, give yourself away
Lookup at the rain
The beautiful display
Of power and surrender
Giving us today
And she gives herself away

Rain, another rainy day
Comes up from the ocean
Give herself away
She comes down easy
On rich and debt the same
And she gives herself away

Let it go
Daisy, Let it go
Open up your fist
This fallen world
Doesn't hold your interest
It doesn't hold your soul
Daisy, let it go

As I sat in the bus waiting for my arrival back home ,

I experienced a major traffic jam and staring out my window

Into the Rainbow .

its been so long since i met one . i always wanted to know how does it feel to like fly over the rainbow but yet again this thought led me to a Promise ,

A promise which God had made to Noah that He would never destroy the earth with flood . that thought led me to think that how we humans live in blindness .

I know we Got our believes and religions even i have and i believe it with all my heart . but then again a thought came that . None actually finds out what happens after once faces death . i know its uncool to think about it but in reality .. who knows ..

Boonhoe ..

Post 3

You Go out In style

we dont need the headlines , we dont need the headlines ?? we just wantt !! ???

hahaha

a little craze of Paramore gets me Going sometime ...LOL so yea

life life life ...hhhmm Holidays ?

well the holidays were say were kinda productive for me this year like seriously im not bragging

or what but its the most ive studied .... or at least finished a few chapters ! great progress Boonhoe ....(pets own head ) but still cant stop now gotta keep the fire burning babeh ...

But hey Surprises and Fun times never can ever ever get bored ! well wanna know why ? cause those two elements are hell yeah in my blood so sorry dad cant help it ^^

well Malas wanna type so check it out PEEPS !! =)

Swimming and working out really helped me alot in releasing tension of my studies and all ..

and also help me not to like worry to much about my bro cause i have been =( miss him like so much your jokes ,your laugh,your advices , your silliness , your epic facial expression that none other brother could do for me . and i know you will be back im just waiting .

^^see ya soon YOW ..

well movie was awesome and the company of all my friends were awesome . and was forced to sit in a couple seats thanks alot guys LOL but anyway had a great time =)

and it was a nut case day still remember once we got into the car we scream like asses ! haha Bunch of JOKES ! XD okies BACk to school till then More photos on FB ..

twitter coming soon in 2011

~bongHO

For the answer is yet to come .....

As William Shakespeare says ... Life briefs like a candle .

AS for my perspective i see this poem as life is short which is true , but for me

ill see that life is just fragile ,we as souls living in a human body seem to understand that

life is not only about how fun it could be but we never actually came to think that how important our lives are till Jesus Christ died on the cross for our sins ..

The first time i ever felt how is it like to hold my own brother carrying him into

a safe place to finally breathe .. i soon to find out that live on earth is only temporary ......

Get well my brother ...

Tomorrow

and tomorrow,
and tomorrow;
Creeps in this petty pace from day to day;
To the last syllable of recorded time
and all our yesterays have lighted fools,
the way to dusty death.
Out, out, brief candle!
Life's but a walking shadow;
A poor player
that struts and frets his hour upon the stage
And then is heard no more;
It is a tale
told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing.

I Never Thought Things could happen just like This ..

AS I saw my brother getting up from his seat he then came suddenly collapsing to the ground .

AS i thought it was a joke but it wasnt . my heart sank with no words could express how i felt .

and from that time on all in my head was blanked and I didnt know what to do ..

i grabbed my phone got no idea to call sweat running down my face . and i carried my brother along with a few friends and my cousin into the aired condition room ....where he could breathe .

it awakened me that Its not just a saying when people seem to take for granted but when it really happens you would not know what to do as specially when it comes to your family members .

PAst purpose ...

It has been 6 months already ... and im finally paying attention to what im really suppose to do ..

and it finally caught my eye that Ya know somethings in life you gotta work hard ..

and i finally understood why my family wants me to really work hard if not ..try my very best .but for the rest ill put in Gods hands . for this week its all about what im suppose to do .. and i really thank God for such and awesome family .

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HOw long ?? will our earth time ever slow down ...

cause sometimes i feel i just step foot into maturity .....(unknown )

well as you can see time passes like the speed of light one minute im runnin like a kid next minute ill be right behind the wheel driving my pals ...

but life has been really Good ?? i think without ups and downs you wouldn't call it

LIFE ..... so thats what my blog actually is about

DEFINITION of Vicissitudes = Ups and downs of Life .....

i have been working hard ... preparing myself for the upcoming major examination this year ...and for that i have to sacrifice hell alot of things for example , Pseudonymous ,guitar(maybe),hang outs at late night, BASKETBALL , and more all for my future .. for the saying goes that suffer now inherit later inherit now suffer later so either way One still has to work hard in life ... and so i choose suffer now inherit later ...

but theres a little uncertainty of what im gonna do in the future although i have plans but who knows ?? i might migrate for further studies or career ...and that ill leave God to decide ..

well i would like to thank those people for being corporative when im suppose to be by their side thanks guys for being so understanding ...as specially my band mates ....

For now i would just be a Good boy ...NERD thats what my sister calls me XD ...

Till THen See ya gUYS chowz ...

MORE updates soon - bOOnhoe